Oh bother!....

Sometimes you need to meet bad people and get entwined in the sweet web of lies that they spin around you, to really know the value of the good people you had taken for granted.
But karma is something that doesnt leave anybody alone...not me either....when things happen for no known reason and for none of your apparent fault(except for being foolishly naive and trusting)its just karma....thats precisely why I had to meet these people....to realise their pusillanimity and their maliciousness......seriously.....people I thought I could trust but just walked away when it really mattered(not without giving false promises though...acting like they were on my side only to just up and leave later on.....God how farcical can people be??....i'd rather be alone in all my struggle than have such cowards(who bloody well know theyre mistaken) as friends)....its true.....there's six billion people in the world and sometimes all you need is just one....and to all these people I say....you cannot afford to complain that you cant trust anybody when you arent trustworthy urself.....Im not saying I am totally trustworthy....nobody is for that matter.....but at least you could avoid breaking the trust of people who you ostensibly take to be your good friends.
People act sweet with you and then take advantage of you to fulfill their own needs......and promptly blame you for spoiling their lives later on.....in front of everybody.....how does it matter neway......its they who hate me outta jealousy.....im not even interested in what they claim to be the most amazing thing that could have ever happened to anybody.....for the fact I actually think that what they've so devotedly set their eyes on is not even worth their attention....or anybody else's for that matter....I feel sorry for them.....sorry for the way they had been played around with....i wish they had been like me(careful enuf to avoid being pulled too far into a web of deceit and mirky darkness that would follow them lifelong)....i dont hate them the way they hate me, because they are blind in their passion for the undeserving. Im actually waiting for the time when they realise their folly. To be absolutely fair, they are less at fault than the people who consider it cool to simply walk away without notice(not knowing that it is cowardice of the highest order for not being able to own up to your own mistakes and more still cover it up by eluding, avoiding or getting defensive). The latter kind of people live in a false world fooling everybody(i mean gullible people) and themselves into thinking that they're too good for nething that does not suit them(which is everything)....actually theyre too good to ever be like normal human beings with thoughts and feelings and a conscience.

Neway they're not even important enough to bother about.....hehehehe