Finding myself

Its funny....some times I dont understand why I need to get away from civilization from time to time. I mean....I was trying to tell this friend of mine that no man is an island unto himself. ...and yet look at me. All I want right now is nothing more than four months of being with myself, finding out why is all this happening to me.

Talk about double standards!! I just want to get into the whole "set my life right" regime.....exercise, eat right, sleep right, pray, work towards my goals, watch Lost, freak out, go for a holiday!

Im just dazed....I want to cool off.... I have let things bother me more than they should have.

Im trying to understand the root cause of this useless worry.


Im not gonna take anything away from this planet when I die...then why am I so bothered!