Jumping to conclusions

Well...here I am..... misunderstood by all and sundry again.
Here I stand.....having lost the one and only friend I had.

People say what they want, paint a very different picture than who I really am and what I really feel.

Love is a commodity in their eyes - to be won for a price.

Love according to them is something that is acquired by dating somebody .

Love according to them is restricted to link ups - something to be cheaply talked about and denigrated.

Whats worse....they confuse their narrow minded version of love with a deep inexplicable bond, that is so difficult to form, that is born of friendship and nothing more than a desire to always wish good for somebody and help them in their journey towards the greatest good.

And that bond is now gone..... but it happened for a reason maybe....im still waiting to see the big picture. I have lost a friend for none of my fault and not gained anything.

Gods will can never be wrong.....even though right now I feel like somebody ripped apart my soul.

I love thee oh Perfect One, how could they confuse this love with their selfish versions? Its all my fault actually.....

I am hurt by double standards. I am saddened by the world....yet I still love....because thats who I am....let the world say what it may....You alone know my truth, and You alone will help me. You alone are my friend. Nobody can take You away from me. Not even them. I love You.

I misunderstood everybody, I am a fool. I have given away my secrets without thinking. Help me forgive these people, for it is Your will. I cant get through this without You. Oh Dear Lord....yes its You.

You have and You always will be The One. The world may interpret as it chooses. Im not the first one to be deceived and I will not be the last one. Such is this world. Show me my purpose.

Why play these games with me?