Trying to find what works best for me.

Its now a fact....I might have the best knowledge about a subject, but I just cant score in an exam.

Also, if i try to study to get the marks, I basically get nowhere, coz even if I do understand every word, it doesnt exactly get across to the examiner--probably the way I write it all is to blame--I dont know how to write answers. Added to that, time is too less to focus on every subject the way Id like to.

So therefore, I am now only going to focus on real learning....I hereby give up learning in order to get the marks. Under performance in the academic department is not gonna deter me from real research. Im not letting my academic past follow me into a real research life. What the hell? Einstein was the guy who was called under intelligent in grade four.

I dont think an exam accurately judges my research capabilities. So im not gonna waste time trying to max my grades. A thinking mind that takes time to understand everything, is way more important to research than a marks-churning machine. And Im now out to prove that.