Issues galore

Nothing makes sense to me now - nothing Im doing , nothing I worry myself to naught for - only He makes sense to me - and yet what stops me - what stops me from running headlong - why do I have to sit and plan forever - what have I ever achieved by sitting and planning how to do His bidding instead of just doing His bidding - why this fear - what am I afraid of ?

Surrender is sometimes so difficult - the more you know about surrender - the more you know that you dont know anything about it.

I will submit to none except You.
Your happiness is my happiness
I will not indulge in any transgressions.