Its a hard path to whats really worth it

Far away from everything... whats at stake now is my life
"Normal" people will lead "normal" lives....I cant do that nemore....Im sick of dinner table talk about shopping and movies....people lack focus totally....I mean...is that wat life is all about?
Distraction is so powerful... a birthday party here ....a gossiping grp there....
Is friendship all about constantly talking to somebody in order to give them the assurance of ur friendship?I am too tired to care....N too busy ....too paranoid abt what I really wanna do to now bother abt it

Breaking away is hard sometimes....when the heart bleeds the tears seem artificial.
Crying is a tiresome exercise.
After a period of happiness comes a period of sadness of just abt the same length as that period of happiness.....N that is when u realise the futility of all that you did in that period of happiness....no amount of kicking urself or regretting is ever gonna take away that "geeky" feeling....Thats when u want to lash out and disprove every misconception about you...in whatever way......thats when some of the greatest things in life are accomplished....and once u accomplish them, you feel funny at the reason for such success born out of vindictiveness.

Annie's second principle...Life can give you rude shocks whenever it wants...for none of your fault.... friends become a thing of the past

Its harrrdd....what really matters is six months away....all i need to do is ruthlessly detach myself....people can continue to be stuck in their petty struggles and their complexes...I have better things to do....Comparisons will be alwz there....But Im the only person I will compare myself with...

Its true....Birds of a feather flock together

People love falsity enough to hate truth....
But Im looking for truth and integrity....its a long and hard wait.....how long???

As always....Annie has most of the answers, but I cant seem to be able to believe her;). So this post is dedicated to her....Love always....I shall miss you before I know it!Khush!