Why do I have to feel sad...

...when I know that You love me?
...when all that matters is You and me - and finally only You ?
...when Your love is enough for the both of us?
...when I know that when I cant take it anymore You will take it for me ?
...when I know that I am able to write all this only with Your strength?

Pointless pain - isnt it ?

Arent You laughing at me right now ?

I wish I could love You...